I'm sorry you're going through this. As a teenager I was always interested in naked women's bodies but not in men's also now that I'm older I find myself enjoying lesbian porn and reaching orgasm. Or land a hookup. I've actually told him that I'm "bi" I had to say bi because I was too scared that he'd freak out if I told him questioning in August and he was very understanding but it turns out that he actually cheat on me that July Second, determine if you want to tell your friend how you feel.
Hold out your hand and say your name.
You are not at fault. I am sorry that are having a rought time questioning what is going one. How do I tell him? Stress is one of the hardest things on the body and will literally weaken your immune system.
Although obviously I wish we weren't in this situation: